It was one of those nights when i wished.To hope.
Anyways. Security is the KEY!~ says a law enforcer about what a girl needs. Funny this is, maybe just me.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Thought I din't look too bad here. Yea narcissism crawls around that remark :). I may be the only brave/stupid soul to where sneaks on that day. When i arrived on that day Jimmy Kang caught me and asked "You're not going up on stage right?". "What you think?". And I walked off. Haha yea. I think my tolerance or will or hopefulness or whatever you want to call it is pretty high. I think it's the only think that makes me able to put up with my own failures. And i guarantee you, I fail on a regular basis. But hey, what the fuck right. If it gets me to where I want to be, then let it be. I'm only saying this because I feel good about myself today. Haven't felt so in a long time. Yeap today has been a good day. Can't say the same for my boss though. Seems like he's been having it rough. Think it's not really a good idea to be working so closely with your significant other. Their arguments are getting more intense. Made me wonder if they're serious or not. But when I think further, I believe serious people have serious arguments. Makes it more seriously real. Serious shit. I want to get another transformer. Should have gotten Rachett. Maybe my next pay? And also the old school Optimus Prime masterpiece edition or whatever. Saw it today. Looks cool. Don't really like the new one. Oh Bumblebee ultimate version is coming to Toys"R"Us come August. Made of metal I think. It be nice if somebody can buy me one. Heh. Oh, and I also sorta want a scarf hmm. On the way home today i was crooning to HIM pretty loudly. I'm sure everyone around had sore ears.

Hold me like you held onto life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my
Vampire heart~

Woke up from a dream just now. that left me waking up a little depressed and lost for awhile. i do not like what the future looks to me right now.

Chadam Lives.

To anyone who can get me a Chadam t-shirt, you my best friend.

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