Friends tell me it's spring
My windows show the same
Without you here the seasons pass me by
I know you were not new
That loved like me and you
All the same I miss you
Today has been ok

- Today has been ok, Emiliana Torrini

I'm terribly tired. 1 becomes 2, many became blurred. Rather mundane, anchored on the swivel chair trying to make sense of what is to be expected. Then it came, that has so many times before. But never fail to sink me in. I shrugged it away. I had to. Or i will never get things done. Not now maybe later. A break came? But too high a price. Mis-said or too jaded to think?I tolerate. No not tolerance. Just dismissal. yea whatever. Saw a familiar scene today, made me smile. Not because they were funny or stupid. But because it is so familiar. Reminding me of my own. I inhaled and it felt soo good. Just for awhile and it becomes blurry again. yea rather eventful week.fullstop.

Cryptic, i dont even know hell whatever.