Ever had the time where, when you get home you just feel like tearing everything down? I don't know for what reasons but you just feel like it. And so it happened to me tonight. I got home saw the mess on my table grabbed a trash bag and start filling it up. I don't know what i threw. hope nothing valuable. Saw my gadgets.... no i dint throw those away. too expansive. Threw 2 old bags away. Many many cds. Useless i hope. Empty pokka bottles which i have alot lying around. How many will i get selling these plastic? Ok i din't tear anything down but throwing tearing pft what's the diff. After that i sit infront of my comp and start tabbing sites of high frequency. Deleted all pictures in my Friendster account but left a new picture. Tiny picture of Mr CubeHead. yea stupid maybe will just upload new pictures if any in near future. All my illegally downloaded movies. deleted it all away. will regret that later. Right. that's that. I mean seriously how many times must i feel so defeated at the end of the day.when walking to train from office, saw many people, realised how lonely i am. how gray i must look among the brightly coloured. no wonder i get so jaded so easily so often. pft. so i feel i screwed up at work. wonder if there's gonna be any dire consequences. tomorrow will tell. I don't care this weekend i'm gonna do something life threatening.