reflections

A year passed really really fast. It felt like I listened to Thursday's Jet Black New Year only last week or something. I don't remember much about 2006. Except the last few months of it. But with it happening I've learnt a few things about myself. I'll list them down.

• I'm pretty stubborn with my decisions. Like if my ideas don't get across, I'll feel fucked and fight abit I think. But it's not really bad because I compromise easily. And I'm a nice guy :).
• I know that I can't make it happen, it's almost impossible, but I try anyway. So most of the times I only end up hurting myself.
• I don't let go easily. In fact I won't.
• I'm pretty emotional.
  
• I don't take rejections easily. In fact I take it really hard.
• Even though I try hard, I still mess up.
  

There's alot of other things I've learnt I think but I don't remember. Oh, I've got pretty short memory span. To some it up, I wish to go back. Or move foward fast. Really really fast. Resolutions. Here's some.

• Grow fat. Big round and cuddly. I need help.
  
• Stop smoking? Haha but it's been keeping me sober. But I'll try. I know I want to. I need motivation.
• Imrpove on what I do. I want to be better. Because I love doing it. But it kinda helps if there's more and longer breaks haha.
• Be a better person (don't everybody). In what way? In a way that I can make people I really care stay.
• Try hard not to mess up.
• Decrease the usage of expletives. This I really have to put in helluvalot of effort. But who gives a fuck?
• Try to make this blog live? But it'll die soon enough.
• Do things that I can remember at the end of 2007.

There's a few more other stuff but again my memory fails me. What's your resolutions? Happy New Year.