It was one of those nights when i wished.To hope.
Anyways. Security is the KEY!~ says a law enforcer about what a girl needs. Funny this is, maybe just me.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Thought I din't look too bad here. Yea narcissism crawls around that remark :). I may be the only brave/stupid soul to where sneaks on that day. When i arrived on that day Jimmy Kang caught me and asked "You're not going up on stage right?". "What you think?". And I walked off. Haha yea. I think my tolerance or will or hopefulness or whatever you want to call it is pretty high. I think it's the only think that makes me able to put up with my own failures. And i guarantee you, I fail on a regular basis. But hey, what the fuck right. If it gets me to where I want to be, then let it be. I'm only saying this because I feel good about myself today. Haven't felt so in a long time. Yeap today has been a good day. Can't say the same for my boss though. Seems like he's been having it rough. Think it's not really a good idea to be working so closely with your significant other. Their arguments are getting more intense. Made me wonder if they're serious or not. But when I think further, I believe serious people have serious arguments. Makes it more seriously real. Serious shit. I want to get another transformer. Should have gotten Rachett. Maybe my next pay? And also the old school Optimus Prime masterpiece edition or whatever. Saw it today. Looks cool. Don't really like the new one. Oh Bumblebee ultimate version is coming to Toys"R"Us come August. Made of metal I think. It be nice if somebody can buy me one. Heh. Oh, and I also sorta want a scarf hmm. On the way home today i was crooning to HIM pretty loudly. I'm sure everyone around had sore ears.

Hold me like you held onto life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my
Vampire heart~

Woke up from a dream just now. that left me waking up a little depressed and lost for awhile. i do not like what the future looks to me right now.

Chadam Lives.

To anyone who can get me a Chadam t-shirt, you my best friend.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=129265927

Ha ha heah. Loving this song bobbing my head like the ad and pulling my unlike the ad hair. so fun.

Ever had the time where, when you get home you just feel like tearing everything down? I don't know for what reasons but you just feel like it. And so it happened to me tonight. I got home saw the mess on my table grabbed a trash bag and start filling it up. I don't know what i threw. hope nothing valuable. Saw my gadgets.... no i dint throw those away. too expansive. Threw 2 old bags away. Many many cds. Useless i hope. Empty pokka bottles which i have alot lying around. How many will i get selling these plastic? Ok i din't tear anything down but throwing tearing pft what's the diff. After that i sit infront of my comp and start tabbing sites of high frequency. Deleted all pictures in my Friendster account but left a new picture. Tiny picture of Mr CubeHead. yea stupid maybe will just upload new pictures if any in near future. All my illegally downloaded movies. deleted it all away. will regret that later. Right. that's that. I mean seriously how many times must i feel so defeated at the end of the day.when walking to train from office, saw many people, realised how lonely i am. how gray i must look among the brightly coloured. no wonder i get so jaded so easily so often. pft. so i feel i screwed up at work. wonder if there's gonna be any dire consequences. tomorrow will tell. I don't care this weekend i'm gonna do something life threatening.

Friends tell me it's spring
My windows show the same
Without you here the seasons pass me by
I know you were not new
That loved like me and you
All the same I miss you
Today has been ok

- Today has been ok, Emiliana Torrini

I'm terribly tired. 1 becomes 2, many became blurred. Rather mundane, anchored on the swivel chair trying to make sense of what is to be expected. Then it came, that has so many times before. But never fail to sink me in. I shrugged it away. I had to. Or i will never get things done. Not now maybe later. A break came? But too high a price. Mis-said or too jaded to think?I tolerate. No not tolerance. Just dismissal. yea whatever. Saw a familiar scene today, made me smile. Not because they were funny or stupid. But because it is so familiar. Reminding me of my own. I inhaled and it felt soo good. Just for awhile and it becomes blurry again. yea rather eventful week.fullstop.

Cryptic, i dont even know hell whatever.

Close your eyes to see

http://youtube.com/watch?v=k8rRFFi_stY

Watch this if you're feeling artsy or just bored.

Synopsis:
It's about the lives of 2 individual. Being alone in a city, wanting to be in a relationship but feeling there are no good ways to start a connection and then breaking out of a rut, jumping feet first into something deeper and crazier than either of them expected.

When I opted to be a film student then i had always imagined myself wanting to do a documentary about different people's perspective. A narrative about what they see and feel. It fascinates me you know to know how others view the particular subject. I mean do we all see the same thing? How do others react upon meeting complications?

//--------------------comment: i actually wrote this awhile back but stopped halfway as it started to sound superficial.

Anyway noticed the clock on top. It is actually promoting this brand of polo tees. Think it's cool actually laughed watching it. See even though i dont update often you can come here and stare at the clock. Will post again soon just need to collect my words.

tujuhbelasharibulanlimaduaributujuh

Blogger had been all screwy for awhile. It's ok now.

Anyways,


Freedom Writers

Pretty good stuff. Set in 1990-something America when there were racial prejudices all over. Then this teacher came to this school and got a class of delinquents to like each other by writting a journal. There were talks of Anne Frank and the Holocaust and all. This kind of shows gets to me most of the times. Based on a true story. Watch it.


Marvel, The Road to Civil War

Currently hooked to this. A Marvel comics event. Plot is that a state in America got blown up by supposedly a group of young amatuer superheroes killing 60 odd kids in a playground. The government got pissed and came up with a bill stating that superheroes have to register with the government, work as S.H.I.E.L.D. agents get i.ds and reveal themselves. Half of them superheroes are pro-register led by Mr Ironman while the anti-register are being led by Mr Captain America. The irony isn't it that Capt. America with his blue red white spandex is against the govenrment. His name even made it more contradictory. But in this event I'm more interested in Spidey. He decided to go pro and revealed his identity public! The horror. But think he went anti after awhile. Haven't reach that part yet. Mary Jane is hot la in the comic. Read it.

Routine is tiring. Routine is dead. I look forward to the weekends for some color. And the cats are irritating sometimes. I need to buck up some more.

mellowmellow. it's so easy to just succumb to routine. work has been ok i guess. it's just really boring from time to time. how i felt like screaming 'FUCK' to disrupt the monotony. at least the cats are natural soubrettes.

I need good company now and a smoke.

the shit has hit the fan

im screwing up again.

Dance Gavin Dance

Haven't updated in a awhile and i'm going to start off with something cheesy. Ever sat in the rain on an open field at night? The moment when the rain just started but you cant feel anything on your head. You look up and stare. Beautiful, really. Ok some updates about myself. I'm enlisting to SCDF on the 9th of October. Power la dei. Got lots of time to work and have shitless fun. But kinda wasted though because i was kinda looking foward to holding a rifle again. But hey i might carry a big hose now. Oh have you heard the new Linkin Park song? Like i said before they actually make good music it's just too bad that they became so mainstream that it's sickening.

This is is Brad Delson from Linkin Park. He's seen sporting an afro and a beard. Wonder if i can pull it off. I think its pretty cool. When i reflect upon all the things that i have gone through, i will usually doubt the decisions i made and all. But sometimes you just want it to happen right. yea well. goodnight im going to try and work on my freelance.

damn it.

I hate blogs with autoplay music and you can't find the fucken player because they clever clever go fucken hide it. It's even more annoying when it's playing chinese pop music. They can all go fucken suffer in the crimson flames of Satan's hairy buttocks while being assfucked by Hitler. Fucken jews joos. oops soorryy here's a cute face for you >_<. Don't arrest me!

The Used

Is this it? is this The Used new single? it's decent i guess. they sound different. sound more orchestric. and little screaming. i really hope they don't turn out to be like my chemical romance.



This is another new song featured in their berth cd/dvd. hmmm

05042007

faaarrgghhh. right i think i still feel the fatigue from the little/no sleep during the chalet, damn fucking tired man. i got a job, yay~. start on thursday or did he say tuesday. yea whatever now i think back i feel lazy to wake up so early. sent my wip to paprika just now and i dont think its satisfactory la damn it. how how how?! im pretty self conscious. probably because of the lack of self esteem. gotta work harder and faster man. hope i can keep up, working in the office and freelancing at the same time. oh guys i feel like lepak-ing. don't i forever. oh use imeem instead of radioblog. it's a whole lot better.

Flurry of V's

//------------------------------------------------intro

Woman: Who are you?

Man: Who? Who is but the form following the function of "what", and what i am is a man in a mask.

Woman: Well i can see that.

Man: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation, i'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

Woman: Oh... right.

Man: But on this most auspicious of nights permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace soubriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.

//------------------------------------------------it starts

Man: Voila! In view a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi now vacant, vanished.

Man: However, this valorous visitation, of a by-gone vexation stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of violation!

Man: The only verdict is vengeance, a vendetta held as a votive not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

Man: (laughs)

Man: Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

//------------------------------------------------outro

Woman: Are you like a crazy person?

V: I'm quite sure they will say so. But to whom i might ask i am speaking?

Woman: I'm Evey.

V: Evey? e..V. Of course you are.

Evey: What does that mean?

V: It means that I, like God, do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence.

//------------------------------------------------

This is fantastic. I wish to talk like that.

booya

Get Your Sexy Name

21032007

Thought I'll blog something to waste my time. I've got freelance to do but i just don't feel like it right now. I never feel like doing work. There is even 1 work overdue but what the hell. The past days had been wasted doing nothing, slacking and spending. I need a fast paying job now really badly. There's a whole lot of things i want to spend on right now. New clothes, that skulls and black sketch/note book from borders, movies, travel, concert/s and some other stuff i'm not remembering. Times like these are when i wished i'm not materialistic or something. But it's not like i must have 'em but hell i'm no hermit or whatnot damn it.



This is what i watched today. After the movie only one word ran through my mind. Awe-fucking-spiring. I mean i even felt that the King Leonidas cast was played so perfectly. Authoritative, menacing, apathetic yet empathetic at the same time and inspiring all rolled into one muscle-bound body. I mean imagine Brad Pitt playing that roll. It'll be a whole lot less effective even though he played Achilles of Troy quite nicely. His face is too clean and boyish and isn't all menacing and commanding. Actually all the 300 spartan soldiers in the movie had boyish good looks. Thought Xerxes the persian god/king was abit gay though. Definitely will catch it again. This maybe the best movie in 2007. Hope pathfinder isn't disappointing.

Think i'll get that black sketch soon. There's a whole lot of mess i want to scribble/draw/write in it.

Bored

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I am Religion!

Metalcore | Japan

Maximum The Hormone - What's up people?!


Maximum The Hormone - Zetsubou Billy

This is the band to listen to when you feel like you just need to slow yourself down and reflect. I'm still reeling in the fact that 3 years have just passed by so fast. Alot has happened in and out of school. Some that I wish to relive and some to reflect about. Right now i feel like I'm pretty weak willed, succumb to things yadayada shit like that. I just don't feel like elaborating on it and want to end this post now. Told you guys I'm not much of a blogger.

The Best Cigarette

I'm going to act smart and post this video on a poem about cigarette. And also I'm going to lie that i understand every single thing that he talked about and say that this is a really cool poem. Did I tell you that I'm lying?

The Italian Job

The Italian Job. A pretty old movie but it reminded me why i love the mini cooper so. Plus Charlize Theron is pretty hot. :)

Justin Timberlake

I've been listening to alot of Justin Timberlake lately. I don't know what's up with me but I kinda find his songs really nice. My current favourite now is Love Stoned/I Think She Knows. Really catchy and it sticks in your head for awhile. I like the last few minutes where everything slows down and him singing. Very "feeling". I sound obsessed. Fusion is round the corner. I keep thinking what's after fusion. I don't want to be stuck aimless doing nothing. Should I go for interviews? Am I actually good enough to work now.How how how? I don't want to go NS so early either. Oh there's still backpacking to look foward to. If it ever happens. And also I keep thinking whether I can still keep in contact with my poly friends after graduation. I'm not the kind to keep contact with people for very long. So far I don't even talk to friends made in previous schools. And I thought friendships made then would last forever. I don't think I'll make any good friends in the workplace or something. I'm too passive. I'll probably be in some cubicle in a very dark corner alone and shit like that. It's depressing. I guess I'll listen to some more Justin Timberlake for now. She got me love stoned man i swear she's bad and she knows, i think that she knoooooows~

Nana

This is the best anime I've seen in my life period. Probably because it is close at heart for me. About music,sex and love, the characters have really realistic personality. Every episode is engaging with it's storyline and soundtrack. If you have a weak heart, you will cry watching this anime. And also one of the main reasons why this anime is the best is that it's about rock and roll.The only downside this anime has is that almost every character smokes, haha. they made it look so cool. I urge you guys to really catch this. Really awesome.

The Prestige

Right an update. I have just finished watching the Prestige. Bloody good movie man. About two magicians trying to get secrets from each other's trump card trick, the teleported man. Now I wish to be a magician. I feel like watching more good movies now. Know any? Been trying to get my hands on the dvd for this indonesian movie, Garasi. Maybe one day go geylang or something and search for it. Anyway do you know there's 3 parts to an act? Watch the Prestige if you want to know.

Listen to:

And:


If only life is a black and white musical where the words you sing are the only colours you see. Truly the freedom of expression. Listening to the soundtracks of tim burton's corpse bride and nightmare before christmas over and over again makes me feeling kinda wishy washy and wanting to sing my sorrows of the day out haha. Oh, i still want to learn how to play the piano.

Don't bother reading

Listen to:

The Last One

This is a stupid and trivial post but I'm going to do it anyway. As you can see one more of my right sex bands broke again. Which leaves me with just the last one. People who knew me long enough will associate me with these bands as part of my identity. I've been wearing them full time since the start of secondary 4 because i was too lazy to take it off. You can say that it's the only thing that's been here with me eveywhere, anywhere, haha. Yes i bathe with it and it is the nicest smelling part of me. I swear. When I'm nervous or something I'll play with it. Smell it and all. When this one broke just now I felt a sense of lost. Actually not only this one, it was since the last 5 bands or so. I started with 10. I know it sounds stupid and all but with each band that broke I felt like I'm a step closer to losing something. Like it actually means something. If this last band were to break I'll feel naked really haha. But maybe it wouldn't matter anymore because it's such a gradual change. It's so simple actually I can just buy some more, but these set of bands were sorta special to me. I guess I feel some sort of sentimental attachment to them. Well it's stupid. Oh, I need a wristwatch. I like that o.d.m. one. Nice.

Taking Back Sunday

Cute Without the E


A Decade Under the Influence


Liar

A really cool band where you can sing/ scream/ shake head side-to-side with. And i love Adam Lazzara's hair especially in the "Cute Without the E" video. Listening to them again makes me think about the guys from DMD0412. When we were singing them together. Hey, we still have not done a meet up session yet.

faux addiction

The substitute cigarette.

18012007

There was a bunny rabbit. A jaded bunny rabbit. So jaded because everyday he has to submit to lying. Yes wearing a mask is very tiring. He's numb to it now. Indifferent. He doesn't have to wear a mask anymore. It is seared to his skin. And he likes it.

Side note:
Really stupid to put in details for a 60x60 graphic.

1612007

"The power to mindfuck the audience."
It be cool to have it. I want to drink more teh tarik. Tarik many many.

I don't feel fine. To a point that I'm just sitting here staring at the nicknames of familiar faces indifferent and singing to whatever is playing. I hate this.

The Ladder Theory

http://www.laddertheory.com
A scientific explanation about how attraction works between the sexes. I don't know if it's true but it's something to read if you're bored.

Sin

Sloth is a sin I'm guilty of.

horrorScope

Heyho this post is all thanks to cel the enigmatic and bandwidth challenged. It's my horrorscope. Some are false of course. I've put in little comments(they're in italics like this) as you read. Enjoy.

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool, calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.(wow)

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. He always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement(ahaha fuck that is hilarious). Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too(er?).

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation(i was known to be the mastermind of many fights in secondary school).

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over(sometimes i feel like i try hard to be an individual).

A straight forward , no non-sense guy(i'm full of nonsense). He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention(yea man even dressing down can be sexy sometimes).

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy(can it be soft rock?) music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate
loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man(i am as unromantic as they come man), he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman(walao i love smarts lo). You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

There you have it. Aren't I colourful.

Voices

I miss the part, when we were moving forward now
(On our way down)
But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love
Just know I'll never tell
And when you're on your way down
(Through the clouds)
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything
(On our way down)
And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love
You said you'd never tell
And when you're on your way down
(Through the clouds)
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

Not even I will tell...

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
We say these things to know they're real.

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the one's we've loved
We speak in different voices
We speak in different voices

To know they're real. Real.
I'll never...

Been feeling really empty lately. But who's to care. I need a new hobby.

Are you motherfuckers ready!

This is a song about the stupidity of Hiphop. Long live Manson. \m/

If your life was a movie.

Thought it be cool to do this. Got it off from mrbrown.com. Ok question.

If your life was a movie what would the soundtrack be? This is what you should do.

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie

Start.

Opening credits:
Little Death by +44, When the Heart Stops Beating
Fall asleep with the windows open/Come to me with the words you said and done/You close your eyes and see me/Little death makes life more meaningful/I stand no chance at all.

Waking up:
My Assasin by The Bled, Found in Flood
Cool song to wake up to. Gets you up and start beating people up.

First day at school:
Ascendancy by Trivium, Ascendancy
I always thought I'm a hard rocker since young. yeah rock on \m/.

Falling in love:
Nadir by Glory of This, The Lover, The Liar, The Ruse
The album title speaks for itself.

Fight song:
Static Slumber Party by A Static Lullaby, A Static Lullaby
Woot. I'll win for sure.

Breaking Up:

Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance, Welcome to the Black Parade
Undepressing. I sorta hate this song now.

Prom:

To a Friend by Alexisonfire, Crisis
Haha who's willing to dance with me to this song.

Life's OK:
Paralytic by Dead Poetic, Vices
Always the emo prick.

Mental breakdown:
Keep it on Wax by Alexisonfire, Crisis
yeah man thrash, thrash, thrash, kill, kill, kill. Times changed/and people change with 'em/Some people love to play the victim.

Driving:
Handcuffs by Brand New, The Devil and God are Raging Inside Me
Nah not a fun song. Boring.

Flashback:
Antartica by The Bled, Found in Flood
The intro to the song actually gives you the flashback feeling. Cool.

Getting Back Together:

Your Revolution is a Joke by Funeral For a Friend, Casually Dressed and Deep in Conversation
A sad reunion. I love this song.

Wedding:
No Talk by The Kinison, What are You Listening To
Yeah man my wedding will be rocking.

Birth of Child:

Disasterpiece by Slipknot, Iowa
Bwahaha. A satan for a child. He will be my Disasterpiece.

Final Battle:
Intro by Park, Building a Better _______
Walaowee. A pussy fight.

Death Scene:

When Your Heart Stops Beating by +44, When Your Heart Stops Beating
Yeaaaggrrhhh. I'll be there when your heart stops beating/ I'll be there when your last breath gets taken away. Literally.

Funeral Song:
Novella by Funeral For a Friend, Casually Dressed and Deep in Conversation
Not my funeral. It's for a friend.

End Credits:

Prayer by Disturbed, Believe
Armegeddon is NOW! Let me enlighten you/This is the way i pray/Living just isn't hard enough/Burn me alive,inside/Living my life's not hard enough/TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME!....End with a bang.

End.
Pretty interesting life. Right spread the love.

reflections

A year passed really really fast. It felt like I listened to Thursday's Jet Black New Year only last week or something. I don't remember much about 2006. Except the last few months of it. But with it happening I've learnt a few things about myself. I'll list them down.

• I'm pretty stubborn with my decisions. Like if my ideas don't get across, I'll feel fucked and fight abit I think. But it's not really bad because I compromise easily. And I'm a nice guy :).
• I know that I can't make it happen, it's almost impossible, but I try anyway. So most of the times I only end up hurting myself.
• I don't let go easily. In fact I won't.
• I'm pretty emotional.
  
• I don't take rejections easily. In fact I take it really hard.
• Even though I try hard, I still mess up.
  

There's alot of other things I've learnt I think but I don't remember. Oh, I've got pretty short memory span. To some it up, I wish to go back. Or move foward fast. Really really fast. Resolutions. Here's some.

• Grow fat. Big round and cuddly. I need help.
  
• Stop smoking? Haha but it's been keeping me sober. But I'll try. I know I want to. I need motivation.
• Imrpove on what I do. I want to be better. Because I love doing it. But it kinda helps if there's more and longer breaks haha.
• Be a better person (don't everybody). In what way? In a way that I can make people I really care stay.
• Try hard not to mess up.
• Decrease the usage of expletives. This I really have to put in helluvalot of effort. But who gives a fuck?
• Try to make this blog live? But it'll die soon enough.
• Do things that I can remember at the end of 2007.

There's a few more other stuff but again my memory fails me. What's your resolutions? Happy New Year.